time will heal?

i thought time was going to heal..

but in all reality, it's just made things worse.

i try and try to feel better,but i am reminded everyday, that i'm simply not good enough.

i don't want to live like this anymore.

if time isn't going to heal me,

i need to find something.

i lost tons of weight before i tried out,

and somehow have managed to put it ALL back on..

food isn't going to make me feel better,

i just don't know what will.

but today i vow, i'm going to try to find what will...

i am strong enough to realize that it isn't going to happen over night.

it's going to take time.

but i, have nothing but time.