it's a new day..

today i woke up,

and i worked out.

today i am happier with myself.

today is going to be a better day.

today these pictures woke me up, and have now inspired me.



time will heal?

i thought time was going to heal..

but in all reality, it's just made things worse.

i try and try to feel better,but i am reminded everyday, that i'm simply not good enough.

i don't want to live like this anymore.

if time isn't going to heal me,

i need to find something.

i lost tons of weight before i tried out,

and somehow have managed to put it ALL back on..

food isn't going to make me feel better,

i just don't know what will.

but today i vow, i'm going to try to find what will...

i am strong enough to realize that it isn't going to happen over night.

it's going to take time.

but i, have nothing but time.

summer.

i feel as if my life needs no blog to update.

it's summer.

i work everyday.

i went camping.

i came home FRIED.

wanna see?

summer 2012. it's been rockin'.

but let's get real.

18 & graduated living at  home?

i'm sick of being told what to do.



class of 2012

yup. i did it.

it took a long time//and many lonely weekends later.

i graduated.

i couldn't be more thrilled to see what life has in store for me.

come at me world.

i'm ready!