my dad > your dad

sounds a little harsh.

wanna know why?

my dad became one year and older, and a litle wiser too, yesterday.

and rather than me giving him a letter (which i did of course)

he wrote me one.

it was a heartfelt letter, and boy, do i love my papa.

in the letter he told me to read this talk.

i cried of course, i'm the biggest baby out there.

but it's such an amazing talk reminding me that my Heavenly Father knows me, and has a plan for me. and right now, BYU cheerleading isn't apart of that plan

it's hard, but it is what it is.

i love my dad and i'm so grateful he is here to remind me of this principle.

i'm a daddy's girl, what can i say?

i look just like him!

school.

i'm at school.

you know what I hate?

being at school.

studying for school.

going to school.

waking up for school.

going to bed cause i have school.

pretending to care about people at school.

sitting at school.

listening during school.

doing homework for school.

spelling the word school.

 (it looks wrong after typing it 20 times)

you know what i hate?

school.

correction: highschool.

families. together forever.

on one of the worst days ever, I am eternally grateful for the family and support i have. my beautiful little sister, chloe, is 11 years old and full of spunk. she's amazing, and I love her. I came home heartbroken and upset, and found a note on my bed. it was titled Josee you are AWESOME! and it said, Josee, you are the best cheerleader I know! those judges are stupid I mean they pick a gir who can't even do a standing tuck. maybe you are not 90 pounds, but you are the most spunky, funny, cute, fun, the best at cheer leading I know! I love you so much you are the best.. -Chlo Chlo. I tear up when I read that, I am so grateful for her, and the example she sets for me to remain positive and know something good WILL happen. families can be together forever, and I am SO happy I'm stuck with the one I have.

everything happens for a reason, right?

I feel like i should write something today, even though i have no desire to.

i think maybe one day in the future i'll be mad i didn't.

so here i go.

it's funny how quickly your life can be flipped upside down.

literally.

my dream didn't come true today.

but that doesn't mean that things don't happen for a reason,

God knows what He's doing.

it's much easier said then done.

but maybe if i keep telling myself i'll be okay,

maybe,

just maybe.

one day i will be.

choose happiness

long chit chats

sharing a blanket &&

laughing hard.

there is something about good conversations that can change your whole entire day.

and in my case?

my life.

today i vow to become happier.

smile more.

giggle gallore.

and forgive those who have so badly hurt me.

i am no longer hurting them, but only myself.

today will be a good day, for i choose happiness.

now && for the rest of my life.

spring break

it's spring break, and I went to bed at 10:30 last night. I was also up at 7:30 this morning. I'm going to bed as we speak. my sleeping pattern is better now than it is when school is in session. I am pathetic.

future

Apartment 249 (Bed 1A)

Building 18

Wyview Park

Single Room

my future home.

August 2012, I am coming..

watch out